Thursday, September 18, 2014

Story mory 1st posting.

Pejam celik.. pejam celik..
dh lebih sebulan kt clinical year
currently on my 1st posting- Peadiatrics
Best Gler posting kat peaditrics
since ko dkt ward kanak kanak
so doktor2 kat situ sume baik2 belaka
haha. sume yg species suka main dgn bdk2
nak tau x?
kebanyakan yg kat ward kanak2 ni doktor laki
haaaa. makin seronok la. haha.. x lah
tp serius ko boleh admire gler kt dyorg dgn tgk cara dye layan budak je
muka masam mcm mne pon..
ble kt depan bdk tu.. terus senyum.. main2. haha. cute gler!
even lecturer kitorg pon sama..
masa ngah discuss2. kalo jauh dr patient.. mmg muka garang la
tp kalo kt depan budak.. haa. dye marah tp dgn senyum. haha
kalo x.. lari la budak2 tu.
buat masa ni enjoy gler kat peadiatrics. manja jugak la kitorg
x seteruk budak yg posting surgery.. denga citer dyorg..
macam hari2 kne maki ngan lecturer je. cuak pulak nak masuk posting surgery
yg paling bestnye.. ble bdk baru admit kt ward..
ko g check.. mmg dyorg lemah gler.. nangis2..
tp esok lusa ko dtg.. dye dh lambai2 kt ko.. dh main lari2 kat ward
walaupn belom jd doktor lg.. tp rasa seronok gler tgk dyorg sihat
ada skali tu.. aq tgh clerk2 satu patient ni..
tetiba ada budak peluk kaki dr belakang
pastu ckp aq boleh pulai hari ni (pulai=balik)..
pusing tgk.. rupanya Mick. happy betul dye
Before ni terbaring. senyum pon x nak ms kitorg check. haha
Scene sedih pon ada.. ble ko tau patient yg ko slalu lawat.. dye meninggal.
smalam ms aq on call. ada 2 patient cyanosed ( badan jd biru sbb x cukup oxygen).
Yg first cyanosed tu bdk sawan... mak dye dh kelam kabut nangis
kitorg lg la x tau nk buat apa..
1st time benda tu jd depan mata.. pastu jerit panggil doktor
terus masuk bilik rawatan n doktor bagging (bg oxygen) kt dye
mak dye kt lua dh nangis. kitorg kt tgh2. x tau nk buat apa
nk ikut masuk bilik ke.. nak pujuk mak dye ke.. haha
sbenarnya sbelum ni doktor dh suggest kt mak dye utk tebuk leher bg oxygen
tp mak dye kalo boleh x nak.. hmm. last2..
ble doktor dtg mak dye ckp satu je.. 'Never give up on my child'
perghh. dgr ayat tu.. meremang bulu roma aq. haha
harapan kot.. besar gler harapan yg mak dye letak kt tgn doktor tu
hari tu. saat tu aq sedar aq bukan pilih course yg main2
course yg boleh ko blaja sambil lewa.. asal lulus exam
course ko penentu hidup mati org..
Masa tu aq simpan dlm hati.. aq akn buat habis baik
bukan utk dean list.. tp utk hidup aq.
I want to serve the best. and i can only serve the best with knowledge.
Kalo utk exam.. sume org boleh buat.
Ada2 masa ko kne comfort mak ayah bdk2 tu
doktor yg bertugas mungkin x sempat.. sbb ramai patient
so ko yg dengar cerita risaw dyorg.. yg x cukup duit
ada yg dtg 5 jam perjalann semata2 utk ubat anak dye
ada yg risau duduk lama2 kt hospital
sbb takut x cukup duit nak bayar.. hmm
aq blaja psl pengorbanan mak bapak  ble duduk kt hospital.
benda yg sgt besar tp slalu anak2 terlepas pandang
*peringatan buat diri sendiri* haha
 Skang ada 3 major yg aq buat dlm seharian.
pagi g hospital.. balik petang tdo. kalo mlm kne g hospital. pegi
balik study. sampai 1-2 pagi.. then tdo balik..haha
mmg lepak arr. pagi msuk ward muka mengantuk gler
tp utk pelaburan masa depan ann. korban la skarang.
x rugi apa pon . makin byk blaja lg . heh










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